Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Some more thoughts!!!!!

So, im finally outta my gynae ward,and now I've landed into Surgery for atleast two whole months. Got my test marks in gynae,and well,...........MISS EFFICIENT has got 80% marks, better not tell anyone, it would ruin my reputation in the university.
Gosh!!!!these surgery people are total nuts, they want us to actually complete the evenings and do not let us go until 8:00 I don't reach home until it's 10:00 p.m. and then I ahve to come alone at night, me the poor little child !!!!
I had to do the dressing of a patient yesterday, suffering from an abscess(swellings full of pus), and thought it was dirty, I was more aware fo the pain,that I feel,each time I touched her to clean,she cried out with pain.
Sometimes,I feel,I won't be able to go through with this,I'll stop going to the hospital and would not see any patient anymore,but then I realize, if people who're thought to be as brave as me ,will act thsi way,then who will work for removal of sufferings from this world.So I summon up my courage and stand upto all these tasks.
And good that I think this way,because well......I've got friends around me who loose consciousness when the see blood........hahahaha!!!!!
sorry,shouldn't laugh,I could have been that weak myself,but thanks to Allah,He's given me the strength and courage to face all this, and thus,it is my duty, I feel to become a very good doctor.
I hope and I pray that I succeed in this task bestowed on me.Ameen

Sunday, May 01, 2005


WHOOSH!!!!!! what a time I'm having classes,wards,patients,histories,examinations,intravenous/intramuscualr injections, O.P.D., canula passing practicals,and Allah alone knows what!!!!! Tough, tiring,and yet, extremely entertaining. Yet there are times,in the ward,when i actually cry with tears,the misery, the pain, the sufferings, sometimes,it's too much too bear.
yesterday only,I'd been entering the hospital.A lot of other students were entering as well, but everyone's speed was cut off by a very old man, walking with a stick in one hand,and the other holding the tube of a catheter, alongwith the gate.He was walking with much difficulty.All the students passed by him as that time is actually rush time for all of us,adn we have to reach our wards on time. Looking at him,I remembered my own grandfather,and imagined him walking like that,all alone,and having no one to help him, and then i thought of myself(God forbid),in his place,and couldn't help shuddering at teh very thought. As soon as that man had passed the gate,he could walk no further,because the wall a little distance away,and he was too weak, to be able to walk even a step more,without assistance. At that point, I couldn't control myself, though I too had passed by him, but I'd been turning around,and watching his progress.So, i told my friends to go ahead,and returned.My both hands were full of books,therefore, I asked a man standing at the kidney O.P.D to go and help that man reach the O.P.D atleast.I was sure that once he'll reach there, there would be doctors kind enough to help him out.Atleast in government hospitals you can still find such kind people.I was relieved to find that young man,reacdy to help the old one, and after I saw that he was safely being brought, I ran for my own ward.
But for a long long time, the thoughts of that man,kept me shaken,and I prayed to my Allah fervently,not to let me live until that age,or even if i have to live, I don't want to live in such misery.and I also prayed that may Allah give me the strength to help such people more and may this feeling never leave my heart, no matter what happens in my own life.
After all, it's the feelings that govern our actions,and if the feelings are good,kind,and honourable,then only, our personailty becomes so.
Anyway, since then, my interest in studies has increased,because if I don't study, I won't become a good enough doctor,and if I dont become a good enough Doctor, how am I supposed to help people? right?
I pray that none of us reach that point where we become reliable on others for even to walk,drink and eat.

Saturday, March 26, 2005


Yep! I’m back after a long longgggggg break. dono if ill be able to keep on coming back because i'm finally in third yr now, and i have passed my exams. yayyyyyyyyy. it had been a strain on my nerves thinking what may happen, and my fears had been right, though many people will not think so, because the bestest of students have not been able to get through. anywayzzzzz! Finally the yr’s over, and im bent on forgetting it! hehehe! therez so much left to be done. I’m freaking out. Running from here to there, trying to handle many things at a time, and completing them if im able to.
Yesterday all of us friends went to another friend's place, and it was sooooooooooo much fun. We cooked and had a late lunch, and watched Inzamam and Younis play so well. Then we went to Mc Donald's and then to another friend's place and then my brother picked me up for home. It all had been great fun.
Apart from that I had a tough time in some of the things I did yesterday. Useless talking about disturbing things, they are only to be learnt from and then forgotten! Isn’t it?

Oh yes! Have to blog about this one thing that is very very special. We are having our convocation of Intermediate, and ALLLLLLL my friends are coming there IA. I’m sooooooooooo very happy and excited about meeting them all. The fun we've had in college, it’s all unforgettable. WE THE GANG. The backbenchers and the people on top of the Vice Principal's hitlist! hehehehehe! Yes! Even the girls. The mischief makers, and the notorious section L of our college. Gosh! It’s gonna be so much fun being together again for once and doing all the stupidities we used to do! And with all that we'll be recieving our certificates for all the numerous things we used to do. I’m so excited about it all.

FRIENDS old or new...........will always remain friends, a ray of sunshine in our lives they'll bring whenever they meet, and make us feel important and wanted, making life worthy of living! Thank you all my friends out there.
I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no one is like you, and no one can ever be!

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Words Women Use

Fine = This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right andyou need to shut up.

Five Minutes = If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is onlyfive minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the gamebefore helping around the house.

Nothing = This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you shouldbe on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine".

Go Ahead = This is a dare, not permission, DON'T DO IT!

Loud Sigh = Although not actually a word, the loud sigh is often misunderstood bymen. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she iswasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

That's Okay = This is one of the most dangerous statements that woman can make to a man. That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard beforedeciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Thanks = This is the least used of all words in the female vocabulary. If a womanis thanking you, do not question it, just say you're welcome and backout of the room slowly.

Monday, January 17, 2005


This is an appeal for immediate help for a young dr., of only 23 yrs of age, who recently completed her medicine, in the yr 2004, but was diagnosed, as a patient of ACUTE MYELOGENOUS LEUKEMIA (blood cancer). here are the details:

Dr Sobia Parveen
House Ofiicer Civil Hospital Karachi.
Dow graduate of batch of 2004.
Admitted for treatment at AKU khi.
(M.R. no.117-82-18)

V.C DUHS Prof.Masood Hameed Khan ( 92-21-9215732)
H.OD. Physiology Department Prof. Shoaib Tauheed. (92-303-6236282)
Dean Faculty of Medicine Prof. I.B.Soomro. (92-300-9203773)

PLEASE DONATE: 101211185

Please donate all you can, it's about the life of a young doctor.A little help from you can save her life. She may not have much time, therefore, please be quick.

Monday, January 10, 2005

the weblink for arydigital donation collection is:
go ahead and donate all you can.

Friday, January 07, 2005


Today i saw a program coming on arydigital,which they were running to collect donations for the tsunami victims by the name of HEAL(HEALP ASIAN LIVES). They were able to collect above 15 crore rupees from Pakistanis and Indians all over the world.Their program continues, and since i've already given a lot of information regarding ways in which Pakistanis can help, noted down these contact nos. through which the Indians can directly donate for their own people, and others as well.
here they are:

Contact nos:

So please help all you can.